Im depressed.... I dont want to write.... Maye it is beacuse no one reads this....even when I aske them to...

Well... what can I do about it... writing to the cyber-space... hoping someone will read this.....

...I feel strange....alone....invisible.... like I want to be there, but I can't be seen.... its weird.... but I can't make them see me.... even if I try so hard....

Sometimes I'm seen, but only for a few moments... those are the moments that make me happy......and the happines endures.... but the next day I'm invisible again.....

I WANT TO BE SEEN!!!!!! IM HERE!!!! HELLOOOOO!!!! CAN YOU HEAR ME????

why do I feel alone???... why am I depressed???...

who knows?...do you know??....please let me know!!!.....

Una oportunidad para dar gracias.... usare una cancion de Violeta Parra:

Gracias A La Vida
Violeta Parra

Gracias a la vida que me ha dado tanto
Me dio dos luceros que cuando los abro
Perfecto distingo lo negro del blanco
Y en el alto cielo su fondo estrellado
Y en las multitudes el hombre que yo amo

Gracias a la vida que me ha dado tanto
Me ha dado el oído que en todo su ancho
Graba noche y día grillos y canarios
Martirios, turbinas, ladridos, chubascos
Y la voz tan tierna de mi bien amado

Gracias a la vida que me ha dado tanto
Me ha dado el sonido y el abecedario
Con él, las palabras que pienso y declaro
Madre, amigo, hermano
Y luz alumbrando la ruta del alma del que estoy amando

Gracias a la vida que me ha dado tanto
Me ha dado la marcha de mis pies cansados
Con ellos anduve ciudades y charcos
Playas y desiertos, montañas y llanos
Y la casa tuya, tu calle y tu patio

Gracias a la vida que me ha dado tanto
Me dio el corazón que agita su marco
Cuando miro el fruto del cerebro humano
Cuando miro el bueno tan lejos del malo
Cuando miro el fondo de tus ojos claros

Gracias a la vida que me ha dado tanto
Me ha dado la risa y me ha dado el llanto
Así yo distingo dicha de quebranto
Los dos materiales que forman mi canto
Y el canto de ustedes que es el mismo canto
Y el canto de todos que es mi propio canto

Gracias a la vida, gracias a la vida

Pues si... gracias a la vida... y Gracias a todos ustedes por ser parte de mi 2006... y porque seguiran siendo parte de mi 2007....
Mil Gracias, estoy eternamente agradecido por cada momento y segundo que pude estar con ustedes, cada uno en particular...

Dios los Bendiga!!!

Los quiero con toda el alma!..

Fede

Hoy quiero dedicar el blog a esa persona..... la que vivio un dia raro y estresante... la que vivio un dia en el cual el mundo no giro en su direccion....TE LO DEDICO A TI!!

I know your world seemed fucked up, I know it was not planned, but it happened, I know it made you sad, I know beacuse I saw the tear coming from your eye, at that moment, I knew I was there for a reason.

Maybe I didn't say what I was planning to say, but that can wait, I knew you needed to blast off with someone, and I was passing by, maybe it was meant to be, maybe you needed two good hearing ears that would listen to you, and you needed two watchfull eyes to look at you, and you needed a heart to help you and advise you, maybe my coming there wasn't just mere chance....

You should know it does not break my heart to see you cry, I cry too, It just proves we are human, what breaks my heart is that I couldn't do anything about it.... It just breaks me in two... I try to help you, just as I promised, and the gifts I gave you could help, maybe, I dunno, music has curative powers....I hope they can work a little bit on you....

Last but not least, I know a song that fits for the moment.... I sing it for you, and you'll find it in the CD!!!... think about it, and I hope you can see me singing to you....

FIX YOUby Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed,

When you get what you want but not what you need,

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep,

Stuck in reverse.

When the tears come streaming down your face,

When you lose something you can't replace,

When you love someone but it goes to waste

,Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones.

And I will try to fix you.

High up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go.

If you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth.

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones.

And I will try to fix you.

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace.

Tears stream down your face

And I...Tears stream down your face.

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes.

Tears stream down your faceAnd I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones.

And I will try to fix you.

I hope you remeber that all I care is you happiness......

I will allways be there for you.....allways

TE QUIERO MUCHO!!!

NO LO OLVIDES!!!!

the smallest boat

I saw the sea... I thought about the sea, and I hoped that the sea would be gracious whith my poetry....

Caminar en el mar a las 4 de la maniana es una actividad relajante... muy calmada y pacifica... lo que yo queria era inspirarme un poco y ver si salia algun verso en especial, o una cancion, minimo un poema de 4 lineas para anotar.... y efectivamente... despues de un buen tiempo de pensar, salio un poema muy padre que les comparto aqui....ojala les guste....

there is something at large

there is a star that has fallen

there is a neversleeping wonder

that amazes me every time over

there is a treason at sea

if I go to loose myself at it

there is no acomplishing this

there is just one available exit

I am the smallest boat at shore

waiting for the right tide

waiting for the right wind

to sail the sea and never come back

I wait to sail your sea forever

and loose myself in it

but there is a treason at sea

that prevents me from getting lost in it

I try to loose myself

what really happens is quite the contraire

I go to the sea and I find myself

I find myself in the sea

deep in it

its amaizing to find myself

things I never knew before

what an unbelibavle sight it is

and to find the sea inside me

La verdad es que me gustaria ser como un caracol de mar, en donde siempre se oye lo mismo, el mar... qusiera ser asi de constante, un cantor que nunca termina, y cada vez que lo oyes, sigue cantando con la misma belleza, pero no la misma cancion.

Cada vez que vinieras a oirme, escucharas la misma belleza en diferentes palabras, y la misma intencion, pero con otra cancion....

acerca tu oido, y me escucharas cantar

alejalo, y me escucharas llorar

tomame cuando quieras oir al mar

con la misma belleza, pero distinto cantar

14 notebooks..... seems like a long time ago....

14 lifes of a boy, a man....

14 words of a speaker, of a storyteller....

14 songs of a singer, a musicman....

14 noteboooks..... its nothing at all.....

just 14??...talking about this and that....comings and goings, good days and bad ones too...... just 14...hell, my life is well enough to fit a library....or is it?...

should I write what I feel?....there is no one reading them.... but me... why should I write those words?...then again....why not?....ill write that down...

its been years since I started that habit.... writting words and placing them into sentences.....or poems, or songs, or mere gibberish...... how many are there to come?... 14 more?....50?....100?....1?.... could be just one.... a last page....

you never know.... and the last page is always seen as "THE LAST PAGE!".... and it has a bigger echo than the others, it sounds more.... its the last thought through my mind....

should every page be like the last one?!?!?....NO!!! not at all....quite the contrary: THE LAST PAGE SHOULD READ EXACTLY LIKE THE OTHER PAGES!! there is no way i'll know if it is the last page.... so why worry?....

i better keep writting....

see y'all later!!!

I ask for few...and I get a lot more....

I ask for one thing, and I get more....

How's that?!?










No entiendo la bondad de la vida...aveces presente, aveces no....
no entiendo los regalos que me da....aveces me gustan, aveces no....
No entiendo los caminos de la vida....aveces faciles, aveces no....

Pido una luz, y me llega una estrella....
Pido una brisa, y me llega un huracan...
Pido agua y me llega un oceano...
Pido calor y me llega un volcan....
Pido cosas simples, y me llegan extraordinarias...

Ahora hablando sin retorica...
De un tiempo para aca, la vida me ha dado vueltas...para bien y para mal...
pero quiero dedicar un espacio a las cosas buenas que me vienen con la vida.....aquellas
que me inspiran a seguir adelante.....la musica, la risa, mi familia, mis amigos, DIOS!, etc...
Pocas veces nos concentramos en lo hermoso de la vida, y vemos la realidad medio obscura que existe...no es siempre mala, pero no es siempre buena....
Lo que hay que ver son los momentos rosas que nos presenta la vida....aquellos momentos que
no esperabamos, y que nos alegraron de alguna manera....

No olviden sus momentos rosas...pueden ser un ancla de animo en la vida....
VIVE LOS MOMENTOS ROSAS AL MAXIMO!!!
porque en momentos dificiles, brillaran mas!!


Fede

this is where words have a beat...this is where my mind sings a song...this is where my heart dances with me....this is where Music, plays my soul....

at last!!! my own blog....here I'll try to portait my thoughts, ideas, and some of my crazy way of being.

Im a music lover...Im a music player....Im a music listener...Im a music creator...Im a music performer...im a music man....

I love music, and I play some instruments. I play guitar, base guitar, some keyboards, percussion (any kind, latin, african, asian etc...) and the drums. Im also a STOMPer. Which means, that I can take any kind of object, and turn it into an istrument, like a box of cereal, or a paint container. Anything, including my own hands, feet, teeth etc...

I also like to dance...any kind of music....and I love to sing, sometimes, thats the way my soul speaks.

well...this is it...the beginning of a little blog, where we can laugh, learn, cry, see, and read a lot...:P

take care everyone!
PEACE!
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