Im depressed.... I dont want to write.... Maye it is beacuse no one reads this....even when I aske them to...

Well... what can I do about it... writing to the cyber-space... hoping someone will read this.....

...I feel strange....alone....invisible.... like I want to be there, but I can't be seen.... its weird.... but I can't make them see me.... even if I try so hard....

Sometimes I'm seen, but only for a few moments... those are the moments that make me happy......and the happines endures.... but the next day I'm invisible again.....

I WANT TO BE SEEN!!!!!! IM HERE!!!! HELLOOOOO!!!! CAN YOU HEAR ME????

why do I feel alone???... why am I depressed???...

who knows?...do you know??....please let me know!!!.....